Back in a few mins.

I am TOO sick of my pemmists entries.
What happened to me!!!
*Violently shake myself*

I CANNOT allow myself to sink back no matter what.

I guess that is the results of staying home and sulks.
Things just love to come pull you lower when ya feeling down enough.

I am angry though.

I feel guilty spitting my only piece of gum now.
(Now Forrest Gump knows why.)
I refused to be a piece of gum!!!!
And I refused to think that people are gums.
So you are not,I am not,we are all not gums.

We wont be flavourless and unchewable one day.

Let's just say...we are...songs?
Should the person get sicks of listening to it and decide to switch tune,there will be another person who wil fall in love with us again.
Who knows we will become a classic?

Oh blah!

Lemme put it this way.

Be good or bad.
No matter what happened.
I wont watch myself falling to despair again.

You can stay with me or leave me,for all I care.(i care...)
You can save me or not.
You can hurt me or dont.
You can do anything about me.

You can choose to listen or not explain.
You can choose to remain the same or change.

My last line of defence is MYSELF.

I will cry..but my tears wont flow forever.

One day I will pack my bags and leave too.

I am just a wheat.
I am weak.
But I will grow stronger.
Each time and each round.

Dont fill me with too much disappointments.
Dont lemme cry for too long.

There is a time limit.

And there wont be a U turn in my world.

Why should I wait...wait for ur decisions,ur actions.
Why should I wait?

I hate waiting.
I hate pple to keep me waiting.
I hate late comers always.
I hate to wait.

I wont wait for tomorrow.
I will do what I want.

And it's up to you to choose what you wanna do then.